The Crowell Crew

It's All Coming Back To Me Now

2012-02-08T22:36:00.001-06:00

For the last month I have been telling myself no more diapers; I am not buying anymore diapers. We have panties ready in size 2. It will save so much money!

Potty Training began with such promise. A box of surprises from Target's $1 aisle and Landry's enthusiasm at receiving them. And she would receive a prize but only if she went tee tee in the big girl potty. You see, this worked well for Laney and we've explained it in detail to Landry. I didn't push it but would take her every 30-45 minutes to the potty and if she went she would get a treat from her basket. So, same idea here as it worked fairly well for my #1.

I remember now. The ups and downs, successes and failures of operant conditioning and allowing the incentive to go to the bathroom on the potty.

The first day could not have gone better. I would take her every 45 minutes-1 hour if she had to use the potty. She went three times the first day. The last, of which, was on her own right before bedtime. Landry brought me the potty, said poo poo, and went completely on her own. I was shocked! She had mastered potty training in one day!!!

Morning of Day 2.

Me: "Do you want to go tee tee on the potty?"

Landry: "Yea, prizzzz"

So, she knew that if she went potty on the potty she would win a prize! Win-win! She went a couple of times on Day 2. Not bad. We had an accident after bath time in her robe as she was telling me she had to go tee tee and we didn't make it to the potty. This was not entirely her fault.

Day 3.

What Landry figured out that I never factored in is she ran out of prizes she was interested in. The motivation is gone. Or maybe she got bored . Or maybe I have conditioned her to do something she wouldn't do without the bribe. So, now that prizes are low and she isn't interested in them she won't go tee tee on the potty either. It doesn't help that she had school on Monday either to not remind her of the magical prize potty.

Now I ask Landry "Are you going to go tee tee?"

"No" crinkling her nose and laughing.

At the end of the day, everyone ends up potty trained, right?

Regardless, proud of the progression and regression we've made! I'm not in a hurry to do it but at the same time she tells me when she has to go so I would like to seize the day. More than anything, it has been fun to see, again, the differences with Landry and Laney and learning milestones.

I'm going to stick with it and keep taking her to the potty, regardless if she inherits a prize or not. I am likely going back to Target.

The latest retort from Landry.

Me: "Landry, are you going to ever get potty trained?"

Landry: "Prizzzze"

Yee Haw Cowgirls!!

2012-02-06T15:20:00.000-06:00

Yee Haw!

Today at MDO was a visit from Cowboy Kevin and the girls were able to wear their "5 gallon hat" and handkerchiefs to celebrate his visit! I'm not quite sure how Laney knows the term 5 gallon hat, maybe her Daddy? But the girls certainly fought over who got to wear it!

Thus, they took turns wearing the hat.

The girls were both excited to go to school, not a rarity, but they aren't usually all smiles at 8 am.

I really love how Laney is holding onto Landry in this picture. Sweet girls.

Since school, we've been playing with Jesse and Woody from Toy Story and riding Rody. Living the Cowgirl Dream!

Love, Love, Love

2012-02-04T18:37:00.001-06:00

We took a few family pictures for Valentine's Day. Love them. I kept thinking, mostly, how happy I am with a family of four. I'm guessing because this is what we have been blessed with and being thankful for where we are.

Four. It's a solid number--probably my favorite actually--and we aren't outnumbered. We have two girls; which I always knew I wanted to have sisters. This doesn't rule out having a 3rd child by any means. Or, if it were just up to me, having four children.

I suppose that I am just content with where our family is and it feels complete with these two little children. I feel absolutely blessed, more and more as time marches on, to be their mother.

Thank you Brandi Sutherland for beautiful (and fast!) pictures. You are an amazing photographer and I enjoy every session we've had and look forward to more!

Laney is a little poser for pictures; a natural I suppose. She just lights up in front of the camera and acts very silly with her hands on her hips and batting her eyelashes. But this picture captures the essence, and shyness that actually does exist, of Laney.

Landry doesn't know about the camera yet. Unless, she is with her older sister and Momma is behind the lense. But she always feel safer with Daddy.

I keep getting told that she looks like him. Is it true?

Landry. I adore this picture! The uncertainty of the camera and the captivation of her blue eyes staring back.

Happy Valentine's cards will soon await!

Cooper Cougars Reunion

2012-02-03T21:36:00.000-06:00

This last weekend we had a girls weekend reunion in the Big D with a chunk of my high school friends. Let's just say that a group of 8 girls hasn't really changed that much! Add husbands (some even high school sweethearts!), a few kids, different cities, careers (SAHMs and worker bees), a couple of margaritas or martinis, and deep down you've got the same girls you had 15 years ago in West Texas. It's just what I love about this group; some things just never change while life keeps on keeping on. Despite the different personalities, hobbies, and even attire we all love each other and our own special quirks. And I hope that remains a constant over the next 15 years!

I flew in on Friday afternoon and the weekend began. Since a weekend away from children is a rarity, the trip for me began with a glass of wine on Southwest--classy.

LeighAnn picked me and Andrea up from the airport and we headed to the Hilton Anatole. The fun began and the girls trickled in. Soon enough we were on our way to Mattito's Mexican food. Being from SA I was a harsh critic but Salvador made the night interesting and so did the cute little Tri Delts eating inside while we froze!

From Left to Right:

Brittney, Molly, Thompson, Sarah, Laura, Andrea, LeighAnn, and Mav

Then we headed to bed fairly early Friday night but not before taking another picture!

Then a few of us got up and exercised! I say this in the most literal way, we ran around the hotel on floor 2. And we did a boot camp led by Andrea! Please don't forget the night before the escalators we climbed the wrong direction in heels. That was a workout just getting to our room! Geez.

Then most of us headed to Romi's for mani's and pedi's. The best baby butt pedicure ever, I just don't have a place in SA that I love like this!

We got our shopping done at North Park at H&M, Forever 21, and bought a precious pair of shoes at Steve Madden on sale for a dress at Anthro I ended up not liking. Go figure. But the shoes now must find a dress!

Andrea and I had lunch at Neiman's; I just love the popovers too much to miss having them on a visit since LaCantera is out of the bubble!

Cramming onto a couch at Anthro after looking at a bunch of high school pics that we were tagged in on facebook. We looked so, so young. Tear.

Molly, Molly--so precious and hysterical as always!

I didn't expect to laugh so hard (or spend so much)! In retrospect I totally should have. There are some conversations that I am praying don't live room 329 in the Hilton Anatole! Ha!

Wardrobe malfunction. My zipper on my dress broke about halfway down! Good Times. We could not get it off of me and had to safety pin me up. Did I still wear the dress--um yes---do you know me?! I wore my jacket to cover it up. Now I just need to find a seamstress here to rip out the old zipper.

We made it to Palomino's and enjoyed these lavendar martinis....

...and phone stacking that might have lasted for ten minutes.

We enjoyed more visiting, food, and time with old friends.

Andrea and I headed out to Hotel ZaZa for some more social time and a couple more drinks and dancing on the pool!

Good bye for now Big D! Enjoyed seeing all of you ladies and Cooper Cougars! Remember 50 is the new 30! Thanks for all the pictures Brittney and a very sweet post!

Instagram in January

2012-02-02T18:29:00.000-06:00

Besides being the best app ever--I find myself using this as my camera as of late. Here are some pictures of the girls and what we've been up to the last couple of weeks in case you aren't one of my followers!

Laney is enjoying ballet! She gets into a zone when we are there and really enjoys herself. Landry loves going to "balleh" too. She says it quite adorably so I'm sure she will love ballet too. As soon as I wrote that I realized it probably isn't true--she might like to dress up like a ballerina but probably might do something a little more aggressive!

Night night girls! Watching a movie on the weekend.

We baked cookies and Landry thought the entire plate was for her! Hence the tears. Sweet baby girl.

Helping me wash the dishes after having company.

Painting outside...

Dressing up like ballerinas and playing with Princesses--girls, girls,girls! Love them!

Laney's pretty face that she makes!

Riding with Rody!

Some of our activities in the kitchen! We made Teddy Bear Sundaes, Monkey Bread, and Chicken and dumplings as of late. Since I am not a cooking Mom--trying harder now that I am at home---since I have like 5 go to meals I have to branch out on ideas!

Precious Paw Paw

2012-02-02T18:04:00.000-06:00

The weekend of the January 21st we headed to the metroplex; just me and the girls. We went to celebrate the 89th birthday of my Paw Paw; Jess Mitchell. What a happy day we all had with thumb print cookies, German chocolate cup cakes, and the Mitchell family.

I love this picture (that I took on my IPad as I forgot my camera!) of Paw Paw and his four children. It is times like these that I witness the enjoyment of possibly having four.

I learned that he had 35 flights over Germany during the war. We all looked at his "lucky bastard" certificate (it really said this!!) and saw all of the dates and cities. It is really just so sad but the odds of coming back were 50/50 and because of his skill, luck, the good Lord, he was able to celebrate 89 years with all of us! And none of us my immediate family, minus Dad, would be here if it weren't for Paw Paw! It's actually kind of crazy when you really think of the odds.

All of the little cousins played. Laney adores Morgan. When she walks into the room she kind of just stops suspended when she realizes older Morgan is there! Then poor Landry is kind of left out. Oh, I remember doing this to my sister--sorry Lesley!

I really love this picture with Paw Paw. He is such a happy man that has lived a very blessed life. I'm thankful to celebrate another year with him!

Staying at Home

2012-01-25T16:39:00.000-06:00

Staying at Home. This is, quite honestly, something I never thought I would do. More importantly, didn't realize I would enjoy. This time with my girls is priceless and I know I will not regret this decision. Someone once told me that children are big a lot longer than they are little. This kind of stuck with me and the realization that I'd certainly be working when they "grow up". I still have them in MDO M,W,F and this allows me to catch up around the house and get a few things done on my agenda. And school has been wonderful for them both.

These past few weeks I've been trying to figure out a routine, how to spend the days, how to feel mentally stimulated, and still do it all as a stay at home. I must admit, the mathematics I had calculated and 40-50 hours that would free up--let's just admit it didn't work out that way. Our days are busier than I anticipated them being and if I want to stay in pj's all day; well I guess I ~~can~~ have. I think the biggest factor has been participating in activities we simply weren't able to before with my commute to Austin and working full time. Although, I still find myself having to pick and choose what we do.

After the holidays, the realization hit that I would not be going back to Whole Foods. It was a bittersweet feeling. But the very first Monday morning that I didn't have to get up at 4:45 am, I woke Matthew up and said "thank you". Truly, I am thankful for this window of time to have with my girls and to feel in a financial position that we can do this; even if it is short lived. In a perfect world, part time and remote. Although, this usually has to be earned I am hoping it will be again, one day, be possible.

How we've spent most of January, well, let me try to recap some of our activities. I feel like I've been on more play dates this month than the entire time working. Time, still, has flurried by but I realized that I am getting to know Landry in a way I feel like I was somehow missing. I really hate admitting this but she is such a spunky little girl with a defiance I've never known yet such a cuddly, hold me now demeanor. She really adores her big sister and is quite a daredevil. She loves to hold onto my legs tightly if she knows she is in trouble or if she is afraid.
Laney is just as sweet as always. She is such a good big sister and ~~watches out for~~ mothers Landry in every.single.way. They have such a sweet bond though and witnessing their love for each other is priceless.

Some recent happenings....
We like to have donuts from Shipley's with chocolate sprinkles. We eat our donuts in a unique way too.

We went to story time at the Landa Library for the first time! We enjoyed this first time adventure and look forward to going back.

We had a mouse in our house (not cute!) and Landry was terrified. She kept saying "mouse stay" and "out house" and "mouse mean". It was adorable and I'll never forget her fetal position on the couch.

We've been going to the park on a regular basis. Here is one of the first park and picnic adventures we had.

Being silly at home trying to ride this poor giraffe at the same time.

Sharing a seat at supper. These two always want the very same thing. Whether it be a chair, a cup, pillow---anything that one of them has the other wants!

We went to the art day at Inspire Art Center and the girls enjoyed painting, making floral crowns, and painting eggs from Ukraine.

The roller coaster in our back yard has been a real hit! Except that this makes me nervous; both girls riding together. They love it though and so far we haven't had any accidents!

The weather this January has also been lovely. We've spent a lot of time out doors and the girls have done some painting of their own.

Valentine's Cards

2012-01-25T15:57:00.000-06:00

Valentine's Day! I love this faux holiday and all of the pink, red, white, hearts, candy, and cards that it entails. Mostly, I love reminding the ones that I love just that--that I heart them!

I plan to order cards from Tiny Prints this year for the girls classroom parties, friends, and family.

Here are my favorites:

The simple "be mine" and the adorable picture of my girls that I plan to take to go on it.

Charming Request

Or this one with floral hearts.

Loving Blooms

We do love cupcakes at our house and with a cherry on top this one might make the cut!

Cherry on Top

Lastly, this one with a "heart beat" in the middle might be my favorite. Ever since Laney was little she would call the shape of a heart a heart beat. I think she did this because I've always called her my heart beat. This goes back to before she was born and this just might be the card! All from my sentimental mind.

fun rainbow stripes

With all of the adorable creativity at Tiny Prints it is hard to choose a favorite card!

Valentine's Cards
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Valentine's Greeting Cards
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Christmas 2011

2012-01-17T23:11:00.002-06:00

Merry Christmas to All!

We spent Christmas Eve at Madie's with the Crowell side of the family. We had our traditional munchies, wine, egg nog, and then everyone heads to Perini's. We are going to go sometime in the future when having two children at dinner in public isn't so difficult; if that ever happens.

Laney sang "Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer" for everyone all on her own. This was actually her first of many performances. We have the video but it's not uploading. I'll try to correct for this; it's pretty cute.

Then we drove around and looked at lights in Abilene with the Berg's. This has been a tradition in my family since I can remember; looking for Santa. This year may have been the most fun. My Dad, Momma, Me, Matthew, Laney, Landry, Landon, Lauren, and Lola all piled into the Sequoia (my Lord--seeing how many L's there are is crazy! We might have to go with an M name one day!ha!).

We had a nice time with family and the simplicity of the evening was nice.

Christmas morning was also fun with the girls and the excitement of opening presents from Santa!

Matthew and I were totally into The Hunger Games over the break. Reading kind of dominated any free time I would have otherwise had.

Blurry pics but apparently the only one of me Christmas morning. I was sure to take loads of Laney and Landry though, of course!

Um, how excited was Laney to get an umbrella?!

Choo Choo! Landry and her trains, it is hysterical. She loves them and her favorite trains are the real ones when we are driving. So guess what birthday theme we will arrive at this year! Yup, choo choo trains!

Falling asleep about halfway through opening presents...

We went to Ma's for Christmas lunch and Laney was back to singing.....

....while Landry played the piano.

I became all pictured out by around noon. We had Christmas dinner at my parents house with the Crowell's, we played some board (bored) games and this is always interesting. We get into major WW mode playing monopoly or anything else where Matthew and I have to compete. But it ended up fun and mayhem as usual.

This was our first year without Lesley and I really missed opening stockings, mimosas, laughing at presents, and spending Christmas with my sister. Yet, I realize that this is part of life and holidays evolve. I'm so thankful for everyone we have in our life to love and be with in these times.

Christmas Eve--Let it Snow!

2012-01-13T20:33:00.000-06:00

We made it to Abilene on December 23rd and were greeted by snow on Christmas Eve morning. That feeling of waking up and looking out the window and seeing snow; I don't think I'll ever outgrow it. I love the weather in Abilene because you get every single season and the dryness that we just don't have in South Texas.

Thankfully, the snow didn't stick and the weather never got bad. Here are some flakes...

Landry in the snow trying to figure out what the snow was! Check out the playhouse for the girls that Momma helped build a lifetime ago. Well, it has been updated some by Bumpaw but they have tea parties and always want to go play in the fort.

Laney woke up and immediately wanted to go outside!

Then Laney and Mickey made sugar cookies.

Miss Landry helped eat and ice them! Num Num!

Christmas in Fredericksburg

2012-01-13T20:11:00.000-06:00

I love Fredericksburg and especially at Christmas time! The lights this year were very beautiful and brilliantly blue! Virginia and I made a special trip from the ranch to show the girls the nativity scene and the lights. And I am so glad we did. I hope this becomes a tradition for all of us to go to Marketplatz each year.

The girls with their B.

We made it back to the ranch and had Christmas with the Crowells. We were looking for Santa and we heard his bells! The girls ran onto the porch and they may have spotted his sleight light in the west field. Hank was helping!

Landry was searching frantically for Santa in the night sky.

Well, soon enough we were in our pajamas and bath robes playing with toys and talking on the telephone....

Celebrate Good Times!

2012-01-11T15:46:00.000-06:00

We celebrated with sparkling grape juice in wine glasses my last day of work! Laney, bless her heart, wanted to drink the non alcoholic juice in one of Mommy's wine glasses. Well, we were celebrating with a bottle from Whole Foods and our break up.....so we caved and let her. And it was quite fun toasting my girls with juice!

Even Daddy participated and we enjoyed the newness of my unemployment!

Holiday Program at AHUMC

2012-01-07T23:47:00.000-06:00

This year was my first time to attend Laney's Christmas Program. I would usually have to miss this due to work in Austin. But this year I was able to go!! I had no idea what I was missing. It made me very sad to think that I hadn't been to Lanes Christmas program in years past and very thankful I could go this year.

The children in the Pre K classes narrated the nativity scene and Jesus' birth. The children were dressed up as angels, cows, sheep, shepherds, and then of course the wise men, Mary, and Joseph. This was the sweetest reminder of the true celebration and meaning of Christmas.

And, shockingly, I got the times mixed up and thought that we were allowed into the program at 10:30 to find seats but in fact the program started at 10:30. I found myself in a scramble. I momentarily went crazy and decided to grab Landry from school a little early to watch the program with me. So little-Lou-who got to sit with Mommy during the program and ~~cheered~~ chanted for Laney almost the entire time.

Almost. She kept herself busy though with my being well prepared.

Did I mention that I forgot my long lens to my camera? Well, I took the best pictures I could but they are from farrrrr out since my seat was not anywhere near the stage.

The pictures don't do justice to the production that the teachers and children put on. I wish I had a video of the sweet songs and musical words from these children. What a wonderful program and I'm so happy I was able to make it to see my Laney!

Need a "Little" Christmas...

2012-01-07T23:07:00.002-06:00

The girls helped me get geared up and decorate this year! But let me just admit how much we love Christmas music!! Laney now knows the words to "sometimes we need a little Christmas" and these pictures remind me of this song and the singing we did around the house over and over again. And all the cookies consumed (can you see Laney's little chipmunk mouth?).

She looks like an angel. But she can also be a little Tasmanian devil with a destructive path and defiant attitude.

Laney Lou, little posing pixy!

Stinker, taking cookies from the cookie party (not just one container but two!) and digging in with a look that says "don't touch my cookies!!!"

Laney's Holiday Party

2012-01-07T22:20:00.000-06:00

The holiday month of December remained busy! We had Laney's Christmas party at school on Monday the 11th. Elizabeth and I were in charge and it was a lot of fun feeding these little ones their Christmas lunch at school. What a precious group of little children. I've really grown fond of this group of kids and their Momma's over the past few years. We've really enjoyed AHUMC MDO program and all of the people we've met through school.

The holiday menu included:

Chick-Fil-A Nuggets
Strawberries and Grapes
Cheese Cubes
Carrot Sticks
Juicy Juice Fruit Punch
Sugar Cookies (courtesy of Sara Sharpe from the cookie party!)

We decorated little Santa's with a graham cracker, pink frosting for the hat, marshmallows for the beard, a gum drop for the nose, and cinnamon dots for the eyes. Very cute activity that the children seemed to ~~enjoy~~ eat as they decorated!

Laney's Tea Party ---Pictures Finally!

2012-01-06T23:09:00.000-06:00

Clearly, I am way behind in my blog posts. Laney's professional birthday party pics (*in September, hello New Year!) have been sitting on my computer for a couple of months. But, in my defense, life is busy--as we all know and I couldn't find the time until now--I have had at least 50 hours open up in my schedule though that I will be catching up on blog posts, thinking of more parties to plan, working out like a crazy person, and spending more time with the people I love!

There are a lot of pictures and I had the hardest time picking favorites. It was such a happy day, and Laney had sparkly eyes through all of it, I treasure these pictures and these parties that I go way overboard on. So, here are a plethera of pictures from a very fun party.

Did I mention that this party was right in the middle of a Cowboy's football game? That did not go down too well with my husband or father. They had their own set up though with the guys to watch the game.

Adorable! This is before we headed upstairs with some of the girls and Max. I love how Landry fits in.

The cupcake decorating for the mini cupcakes....

Singing Happy Birthday to Laney; I loved her face way too much in these to just have one picture. It kind of captures the entire song!

Favorite picture. She was beaming as she looked around the room at all her sweet friends. I love her happiness.

The fashion show where all the princesses and princes showed off their stuff!

Now outside for the pinata!

Laney's favorite present was her Wizard of Oz movie! She really wanted it and got a kick out of it. Hilarious. Yes, I know, the monkey's are scary.

I think this is Matthew telling me to stop with the party planning nonsense during football games. Never again.

Happy Birthday my little tea drinking princess! I had a blast watching you enjoy your party but even more fun watching you grow these past four years. You are, and always will be, my heart beat.

Every story has an ending, but in life, endings are just beginnings

2012-01-05T09:13:00.001-06:00

Well, I finally pulled the trigger and am officially a SAHM!!!

It has been five years since I started my career with Whole Foods. I remember the day I discovered that I wanted to work at WF; immediately after I visited the glamorous and overwhelming Lamar Store. Somehow I got an interview. I still remember the nervousness with the panel, the phone call from NB getting the offer, and my first close week. All of these things feel like yesterday, in a way they kind of were.

This was my chance to learn accounting and become a bean counter. And I did, sort of. The niche known as "occupancy" and all the craziness from a company that operates as green and organic as they come.
Matthew and I started off living in Round Rock and then I commuted to and from Austin for over two and a half years once we moved to San Antonio. On many levels, and to many people, this was pure chaos and insanity. I thrive on this lifestyle although I don't know why! But I enjoyed the challenges that Whole Foods presented on every level. My good bye to my former employer was a couple of weeks ago; two weeks before Christmas actually. An early Christmas present to all of us I suppose.

Glancing back and reflecting I realize something. I grew up a tremendous amount in my five years, if that is possible in your 30's. This was a huge part of my life though for some time. I dove into an intense area of accounting, Matthew started and finished law school, we had two children, moved to San Antonio, commuted for a few years, and Whole Foods was there through all of this. I understand the sadness I felt leaving but I know in my heart the decision was right. The last goodbye was the absolute worst and leaving my co-workers and friends was just bittersweet. It wasn't a few tears but lots of sobs and hiccuping. Anything but graceful. I loved my team and wouldn't have expected anything less.

The plan is to stay at home with the girls and enjoy this window of time I have while they are little; work will always be there in some form one day. I know that I enjoy having something to call my own and giving back to the greater good. I believe in Whole Food's philosophy and truly it was a wonderful company to work for. I don't know if I will ever find "that" again and I've accepted not having another Whole Foods. In a sense, I did not want to leave but in another I knew it was time.

Thank you Matthew, thank you, thank you, thank you. I won't be able to say it enough.

I also plan on focusing on school, still getting my Master's and sitting for the CPA exam--eventually. I wonder if I will glance back on this and laugh, as I often do with planning.

Since my career started, the Operational Accounting Team grew from 6 to 12 individuals. Being one of the original crew, leaving was simply hard. There are so many faces I love in this picture and will always look back with the fondest memories. I am so blessed to have had such a unique experience.

Many chapters in life are hard to end and this one was. An unforgettable book in a way. There are friendships and memories that I will always cherish and love in life and this is one of them.

Cookie Party!

2012-01-04T22:23:00.001-06:00

I had my second annual cookie party/exchange during the Christmas holidays. This year the party took place at Lambermont Castle; where I also had Laney's birthday party. I love this place and it was the perfect setting for a festive cookie exchange.

The beautiful entry way as you enter the house before everyone's arrival and Christmas trees in the front room. Dona has such an eye for decorating and a stunning home.

The lids for everyone's containers that I personalized and sprinkled throughout the room. The ladies went around and found their names.

Before the party the first guests to arrive....

Ta Da! The cookies on display. We had to make room on different tables for all of the sweet delights and let me tell you---the cookies were delicious! I had way more than my share going home.

We all crammed onto the stairway to take a picture and it was a squeeze! But we managed to get a few...

Shout out to Julia for making it with brand new baby Otto!!! What a wonderful friend to still manage to make it after having a newborn.

The game this year was guessing how many wine corks were in the glass vases--there were 176 total. Disclaimer: they were not all mine.

Courtney and Suz!! And what would a party be without Suzanne?! Whom I owe the tradition of the cookie party. When we first moved here she invited me to her cookie exchange and she nows live in Lubbock. Thank you Suz! For your friendship, introducing me to lovely ladies, and always making a special trip to SA!

My BFFEAETWDSBS! Thank you for driving in from Houston to make it. I am so happy our newfound traditions this year--can't wait for Nutcracker Market!

The Jim Ned Girls and Matthew's good friends (now mine!!) from high school; Megan and Emily.

Laughing with Megan Perkins! I wish I'd gotten more pictures with all of the sweet girls that came but had such a wonderful time! These parties always go by too quickly for my liking!

The "thank you's" for coming to the party (mini cookie cutters). I am so very, very thankful for all the wonderful friendships here in San Antonio. I can't say it enough but how blessed we feel we have been living here.

Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!

Family Christmas Card Pics 2011

2012-01-04T16:04:00.000-06:00

So, yes, we did take family pictures for our Christmas cards --with my gorgeous friend Megan Perkins! It was a typical run late Crowell kind of morning, rush, rush, rush, get the girls ready, headbands on, teeth brushed, and me ~~screaming~~ nagging at everyone to get out the door! Changing a dirty diaper as we get to the the river walk and trying to fix an unraveled headband...I think all mother's know how pictures with toddlers generally tend to go.

But it is, again, a chapter of our life that I love and am certain one day will miss. These are just some of my favorites...

As I grow older, I treasure every moment captured because it's a memory that I can go back to and remember how we were.

Santa's Lap

2012-01-03T22:27:00.000-06:00

We visited Santa on the very 1st day of December this year! We always enjoy going to Matthew's Christmas party at the Westin Centre and seeing Santa for free!!!!

Well, the pictures tell the story.

But the first thing Santa said to Laney was "I've been waiting on you...."
So adorable! She just lit up and went right into wanting an American Doll and Landry wanting an Itty Bitty Baby. I love how she includes her baby sister in her list--always thinking of Landry too; she has such a pleasing and servant's heart.

Landry was not very fond of Santa this year. Enough said.

Once Landry started reaching for me I had to rescue her! Poor Santa tried to calm her down but she wanted off that lap!

And precious Charlotte and Santa; she too reached but without tears. I had hoped Landry would follow her lead.

Surprise Virginia!

2012-01-03T22:23:00.000-06:00

Happy 70th Birthday Sweet Virginia!

We had a surprise party for Virginia on Sunday, November 27th. We spent a couple of days at the ranch after Thanksgiving to celebrate the season with the Crowell's. And we celebrated 70 years with V!

I was lazy (and have been) and didn't get any pictures before Sunday in the hill country!

But here are some party pictures.

Everyone waiting at Clairlene's before Richard and Virginia arrived. We had "pretended" to leave to go back to San Antonio and said our goodbye....or so she thought.

Driving Up.....

Coming inside....surprise!

Look how little Landry is compared to her Daddy! I am still amazed at how tall Matthew is but when I seem my munchkin I just can't believe how little she is holding his hand.

Oh my girls. My girls, my girls, my girls.

I love surprises!! And many, many people love Virginia. It was such a sweet party with dear friends and company. I'm so thankful to have such a sweet Mother in Law.

Thanksgiving Holiday

2012-01-03T22:16:00.000-06:00

We spent our Thanksgiving holiday in Dallas this year. The morning began with the Dallas Turkey Trot where Lesley, Andy, Jkon, Landon, Lauren, and I ran 8 miles to compensate for all the calories we'd be consuming later! Trot was just about right since I definitely did not race and I must admit--it was nice!!

And let me admit (while I am at it) that I aspire to be able to roast a turkey, bake a perfect sweet potato casserole, and acquire the patience to chop up the necessary veggies for the dressing like my Momma and Aunt Susan do every year. The food was delicious! I don't know if I have it in me but I suppose the years will see.

And below are a flurry of pictures to try and capture the chaotic, yet joyful, day.

The kids table with all the little cousins. It doesn't seem like such a long time ago that I sat here. Laney looking over her shoulder reminds me of a picture we have somewhere of me at Thanksgiving at my Rangy's. Then there is Matthew sitting with all the kiddos; go figure.

Everyone eating the grub! And Lesley's sweet sweet friend,Jessica Konvicka, was able to spend Thanksgiving with us.

The twins--Lily and Katie and my twin cousin (same birthday people!) too!

I almost forgot--but Landry had a rash on her face when we were in Dallas.We aren't sure what caused it but she kept getting little hives all over her face. You can kind of tell in the picture below.

A big group hug from my Uncle Rob...

My sweet Paw Paw...

Most of us grabbed a quick picture with Paw Paw and the crew of Berg's. I love the imperfectness of this picture and all of the people in it.

2nd Thanksgiving Program

2011-11-23T21:44:00.002-06:00

Laney had her 2nd Thanksgiving Program this year at AHUMC as a pilgrim. She was too cute. I didn't take many pictures but a video instead. She really loves dancing and I caught it all on tape!

They sang the song "Any Turkey Can Tango" and "God Bless America."

The Crowell's came to watch this year too.

It is hard to see her turkey but on the things she is thankful for:

Friends
Pumpaw
Landry
Mommy and Daddy

Last Soccer Game with Thunder

2011-11-23T20:32:00.005-06:00

Laney had her last soccer game of the season. I enjoyed watching this little girl play futbol too! Let me just admit; this might not be her thing. I really don’t care (sort of) because she smiles, laughs, runs all over that field. She may or may not be interested in the ball but she looks quite graceful on the green.

She scored her first goal the game before. She was so proud and happy and so were we! Here is a clip:

Here are some pictures of her running all over that soccer field, playing with her ponytail, etc.

This is such a sweet memory. Laney was mouthing "I love you" to me on the field. She was pointing to her mouth to tell me. She is so sweet!

We had a wonderful first season with Laney playing soccer. The team Thunder had the most patient coaches and some really great parents. I can't wait to

Halloween Happenings

2011-11-02T10:07:00.000-05:00

My Pink Princesses! They were adorable on Halloween and the festivites leading up to. Laney was Sleeping Beauty and Landry was a pink fairy.

My goodness, I love that they are both saying "CHEESE" in this picture. You can totally tell by their little mouths.

We had a party on Sunday night and I dressed Landry up as Cinderella. With her blonde hair and blue eyes; she was quite cute!

We had the Waddlers and Toddlers Parade in Mahncke Park! It was a lot of fun walking up and down the streets with the little ones.

Before Trick or Treating we went by Laney's friend's house for a Halloween Party! We had so much fun at Elissa's that we had a hard time leaving to go trick or treat! We only went to a few houses but got plenty of candy!

I never knew a child could love lollipops as much as Landry! She goes after the suckers and I am embarrassed to admit how many she had Halloween night. A lot!

Good Night October 31st! The girls were in their cute glow in the dark Gap t shirts that we kept turning off and on the lights to view before bed time.

Thunder Pictures

2011-11-01T22:25:00.000-05:00

Laney's little soccer team through the YMCA is called Thunder. They are too stinking cute running around and I have lots more pictures of my

The other day at practice they had team pictures. This was past Thursday when the cold front blew in. Okay cold front for San Antonio. The weather had been around 78 all day long and suddenly was in the 50's. Well, of course I had dressed for work appropriate to the weather man's prediction but my children at soccer practice; not so much.

Laney was still happy as she was wearing another Mom's jacket to keep warm.

Can you tell her lips are a little blue? These just make me laugh looking at them again. Laney was so cold and a trooper trying to smile with chattering lips.

Good Enough. I think they are still adorable and can't wait to see what pictures the photographer captured.

A Very Memorable Visit to Pittsburgh

2011-10-30T17:07:00.000-05:00

Here we went, heading out the door to Pittsburgh! The girls and I braved the trip all by ourselves. Daddy has been working a lot and is trying to hit his hours.Yuck. He missed out.

We made it. Somehow.There may have been red wine involved on the last flight. It was a long day and if you've done you won't judge.

We stayed with Landon and Lauren at their precious apartment! She has it looking so cute and my whole family took over...yup, all of the Berg's in one happy household. I suppose we are used to the chaos, well I don't know if that is entirely true.

Friday:

We had lunch at a place called BRGR that served great burgers.

Then we headed to Trader Joe's. I'm so excited there will be one in the Big D to visit! Hopefully SA one of these days.

Then we found a turquoise jacket at Anthropologie, because you can never have too many jackets in San Antonio. Ha!

A cup of Joe at this quaint coffee shop in a very historic part of the city. It was so yummy and everyone wanted us to leave.

The leaves were turning during our visit and felt like a proper fall. They were beautiful and just everywhere. I couldn't remember when I'd ever seen so many colors of the fall. Perhaps I never have.

Saturday:

We headed to "The Strip" and on the way we saw Heinz Field. Sorry, boo Steeler's. But their theme song for winning the super bowl is quite catchy!

Our walking began. Oh and we forgot a stroller so it was kind of a painful adventure but still a fun one. The girls did great!

The Strip has all of these food places, shops, street vendors, delicious things to eat! So we did. We ate, and ate, and ate.

The cheeses were huge!!!!

Landry threw a fit over this piece of $3 Baklava. I swore it was for the cherry. Come to find out; she loved it! I had never even tried it.

Laney wanted a pumpkin cookie.

Here the girls are in the window of Parma Sausage. This is my Dad's favorite place. The people knew him and kept calling him "Lair". It was kind of funny.

Lauren and I had oysters. Off. the. street. And they were delicious!

Well, we were actually outside of Wholey's Fish Market.

Landry talked about the toy train that went around the inside for the next thirty minutes and the following day. She loves trains!

Oh my gosh, the main reason we went to Pittsburgh was for another wedding event! I forgot to mention this but Lesley and Andy has a post wedding party for the people that couldn't go to the wedding. Anyway, we had a blast Saturday night at his parent's house and celebrating the night away.

Here are some pictures from the evening...

The food was delicious and so different from our grub here in Texas. We got to have Perogies, this kind of pasta that I cannot remember the name of but I know Lesley will.

A friendly racoon that was absolutely not afraid of us.

Little Laney loves the Harcar Boys. She adores Andy and now Jesse too. I suppose next will be Kurt.

The Berg's were watching the Ranger Game.

My gosh, we were making the "joker" face that we Berg kids do to each other. We were trying to get Lauren to do it and kept laughing. I so wish I could post those beautiful pictures of us. Vaulted.

My girls and their best behavior; funny faces and diapers. Oh well. They are still quite cute.

We took Laney down to the fire to make smores. They were the biggest marshmallows that I have ever seen. It was too funny because Laney kept saying "my face is way too hot" from the fire of course.

We made it home, the girls and I, safely and finally. I enjoyed the trip but I missed my bed and traveling as a single Mom wasn't easy. Still, I'm glad I got to experience another great American City.

A Visit from the Burgh and Watched by Bumpaw

2011-10-29T20:24:00.000-05:00

My parents came into town the weekend after the chaos. Basically, to check on me (my mental state). My brother and his wife also were in town from Pittsburgh for a wedding. We didn't see them much with their other festivities but I loved having them visit us in Texas!

We ALL went to Miss Laney's soccer game too. She is a little super star! Laney loves chasing that ball and giggling.

Can I tell you how much I love this tough look! Geez, my Laney and her pout; if you can call it that.

And truly, I don't care how she does. She loves running all over the field. The best part of it is she is playing with boys! She falls down, gets back up and goes! I just want her to have fun and enjoy being a part of a team. There is nothing like it, even if she is only four.

The girls spent the afternoon playing with Lola and "rocking". Landry wanted to rock in their high chair/desk/rocker but only with Laney. So they would squeeze in and rock away! I love how happy Laney's smile is. Sisters.

We spent most of the weekend running around San Antonio with Mickey and shopping for our upcoming weekend visiting the kids in Pittsburgh. I call Landon and Lauren "the kids" in the most affectionate way as I remember the early years with M and miss my youth!

And, after our C.R.A.Z.Y. week, I tried to keep Miss Landry, and her stitches, out of school. My biggest fear was the tiny dare devil busting open her forehead.

So, Monday, she was watched by her Bumpaw all day long and by herself! What a sweet memory, and relief for me, to have my Daddy watch little Landry while I went to work. How roles change and time marches on but Landry adores her Bumpaw.

More to come on our visit to Pittsburgh and braving the airport with girls by myself. Let's just leave it at never again all alone.

Precious at the Patch

2011-10-29T00:04:00.002-05:00

We went to the pumpkin patch on Tuesday and the girls were extra precious at the patch this year!

Of course I think my girls are adorable; BUT these dresses my sweet friend Jessica made--they turned out too cute! She is quite talented (not to mention busy!) and I'm so thankful for these Halloween outfits they have been able to wear. I have got to learn to sew. Soon enough!

These little pumpkins were all over the place; just kind of ran around in the sea of orange.
I had them sit for a few pictures but they really wanted to run; we tried.

In the spirit of fall we got home and made an Apple Pie!

Daddy's Surprise

2011-10-25T20:06:00.000-05:00

When little Laney hurt her thumb, Daddy surprised her with chocolate cake. And sprinkles. She loved the sprinkles!!!!

Here is Laney at the doctor's office earlier that day with her hurt thumb.

Yucky Week

2011-10-25T19:52:00.000-05:00

Yucky Week.

Friday, October 14th- Thursay, October 20th to be exact.

We had a yucky week. The kind of week that I don’t even want to talk about; mostly because it typically ends in tears and my heart aches. Sigh. It is just too close but I know time heals and these weeks happen and they pass. And maybe I will look back and it will seem trivial. In the moment, I have been sad and disheartened. Mostly because being a mother is the hardest job in the entire world and balancing life has been a struggle at the Crowell household. I suppose I am writing about this to remember because maybe, someday I will be able to look back and think I was stronger or braver or better. I don’t really like to talk about and hope that somehow maybe writing will help.

Last Friday, October on my way into work—in Austin—I hit a deer.

I have driven on Ranch Road 2323 now for five years and managed to miss these animals but not this time. We were going to Llano to drop off the girls so that Matthew and I could go to Alpine. Matthew went out of town to Houston with work and I took the girls to the ranch Thursday night. The Crowell’s were to meet my mother in Abilene and she would watch the girls over the weekend. Well, I made it to the ranch at dusk seeing, a estimate about 100 deer. I left for Whole Foods around 7:10 am and hit the deer around 7:25. I never even saw it. Truly.

Matthew and I did go to Alpine despite the chaos. Here are a few pictures of our weekend. It was a short, simple trip to far West Texas to go to Clayton William’s Ranch Party. I really enjoyed the time away. The weather was nice and the small mountains were pretty. It always makes me giggle to think these hills are called mountains but it is a beautiful part of our great State!

You can't tell but we took a picture in front of Claytie's Aggie Boot shaped pool.

Come to find out on Sunday’s drive home, Landry had a virus over the weekend and ran a high fever. She had both of her sweet grandmothers to take care of her; thank goodness. Blip.

We got back to San Antonio and ready for Monday. You know how it goes- unpack the car, feed everyone, bathe the kids, get to bed. Voila! We were tired too and it was one of those nights I eagerly looked forward to my head hitting the pillow.

Around 12:30 am I woke up to Laney screaming. She had fallen off the bed. It was dark and I just picked her up, put her back in bed, and soothed her. Well, she kept whimpering and crying out every few minutes. Finally, I realized that something else must be wrong. Somehow in the fall she had sliced her thumb and her fingernail was hanging off! My sweet girl, she kept trying to be brave and go back to sleep when she was in need of a doctor and some pain medicine. She is such a brave little girl.

In the morning, we took her to Dr. Cevey. Well, after we took Matthew to work—as his truck wouldn’t start—another blip. And, I was supposed to have jury duty but this was rescheduled. The pediatrician looked at her thumb and we were sent straight to the ER. She thought that we might need to have the fingernail removed or straightened out but she may lose her thumbnail completely. I was devastated and had Matthew meet me at the Children’s ER at Methodist. The ER doctor came in and immediately said “we are going t have to cut it off” and simultaneously Laney starts screaming and crying. I believe she must have thought he meant her whole thumb. First we did several X-rays to confirm that nothing was broken and we were clear here. Then the doctor took a second look and decided not to remove the finger nail. Relief. I was anxious about sedating Laney and cutting her nail off. It is still attached and we are hoping that it grows back. And we made it through Monday. We learned how to dress Laney’s thumb and it appears to be healing nicely.

Wednesday rolled around and everything seemed to be getting back to normal. Until I got a call from Landry’s school that she had hand, foot, mouth. Well, this was minor in comparison but still something that we were concerned about. Apparently it had been going around in her class and she had likely already started it with the fever over the weekend.

At this point, we were still rolling with the punches.

Thursday was the hardest hit of all. We had Laney’s soccer practice and both girls were in tow. In those quick moments with children, well, I simply wasn’t paying close enough attention. I was watching Laney and fighting with Landry over the wipes. She kept pulling them out of their packaging and I wouldn’t allow it. So, she snuck away from me and took them to the bleachers. She climbed up on the first row. Somehow she lost her footing and in slow motion she fell. During the fall she hit the cross bars and cut open her little forehead between her eyebrows. Immediately the blood started flowing and I grabbed her and headed for the car. I knew she would need stitches but my first concern was to stop the bleeding. My sweet Landry, my stupid self, it was such a tormenting drive and night. Well, tormenting week really. My heart still hurts. But someone grabbed Laney from the field and we immediately went to the Children’s ER; the second time in one week.

Upon arriving there we all were; crying. Laney cried as we pulled up thinking she was going back to the ER. Landry was crying over her pain and wound. I was hysterical over the week and what I knew Landry was about to endure. It still plays over in my head.

However, she was deemed the best patient of the day. They sedated her and she was quite calm; well for a short time and long enough to get five stitches. The doctor did an excellent job and I was quite critical. I’m not my best in those moments. I am too honest, brash, and emotional but I will always go to bat for my children; as all mothers do. As we left, the funniest moment, Landry screamed and screamed over having to get out of the hospital blanket. She wanted to take it home. Back to her little temper tantrum throwing self and it wasn’t even over the stitches. My toot.

Both of my girls; so brave and strong willed. I aspire to be more like my children.

Sigh. There it is. The worst week of my life; thus far. But if things truly come in 3’s—well we got hit and we survived. Barely. Still blessed, still in love with my family, and thankful to be here.

Caught Red Lipped

2011-10-16T16:27:00.000-05:00

Landry, you are the most curious, fearless, into-everything little girl! And you thoroughly enjoy getting into your Momma's purse, trying on shoes and lipstick!!You also know how to throw tantrums when these things are taken away. Muah!!!

Pumpkins and Golden Crisp Apples

2011-10-16T16:22:00.000-05:00

Since it finally feels like fall, after the hottest summer ever, we finally decorated our front porch with pumpkins. All of our favorites from Whole Foods--Fairytale, White Ghost, and the favorite kind of pumpkin to carve; classic orange.

One afternoon the girls enjoyed golden crisp apples on the front porch enjoying the fall display. Here are a few pictures from our fallish afternoon!

Laney's Soccer

2011-10-10T22:16:00.000-05:00

Now it is my Laney's turn to play soccer. She had her first game on Saturday, October 1st and we've had a few practices. I really enjoy the team and watching her play a game that I too love.

We are playing through the YMCA and she is adorable running around chasing the white and black checkered ball. The children seem to run like a herd of cattle. I don't mind a bit except that the ball goes out of bounds every few seconds.

Unfortunately, her team is so large they ran out of uni's. We will have to get the matching one at this weeks game. She still looked pretty cute in her soccer gear!

The children were all warming up.

The cutest pony tail amongst a sea of little boys.

Oh my Laney! I love this picture of you.

Laney’s Birthday Book from School

2011-10-02T18:38:00.005-05:00

On Laney’s birthday we were sent home with a picture of Laney and a book of colorful drawings from her classmates. They included the reasons they like her….

Here is her class all lined up at school and then their pics of each precious child below what they wrote about Lanes.

Max: I like Laney because she is pretty. Margaret: I like Laney because she is fun to play with.

Ivory: I like Laney because she listens to me and plays with me.

Trent: I like Laney because we are friends.

Britton: I like Laney because she plays teacups.

Belle: I like Laney because I like her necklace.

Lucile: I like Laney because she is my friend.

Four the Love of Tea!

2011-10-02T12:12:00.002-05:00

Laney's 4th Birthday might have been the best birthday that she has had yet! At least the best party I've thrown for her. It was just what she wanted; tea with princesses. We had her Princess Tea Party at Lambermont Castle. The history of this home is enchanting and divine. It was the perfect place for a little girl's birthday and a a fanciful affair. Dona, the owner, is the most thoughtful and kind lady. I have never enjoyed planning a party as much as I did with her expertise and help! She was amazing!

Clearly, Laney was very excited to be dressed up as a princess in "HER" castle.

The decor was, well the house itself. But some of the touches:

Pom poms, I rarely do a party without them and this was no exception.

Sprinkles for the cupcake decorating...

The tea party room. It was the 3rd floor of Lambermont.

The cupcakes; they were strawberry with cream cheese icing and the girls and boys were able to decorate to their hearts content!

The magical wands! These were such a hit and super easy to make!

The sugar cookies were delicious! I borrowed the recipe from my sweet friend Sara Sharpe and they turned out pretty well. They were in the shapes of tea pots and cups.

Laney's tea pot cake!

The little princess. She refused to wear any of the dresses we had; so we had this adorable ribbon outfit that worked perfectly for the party. She wasn't digging the crown though.

Everyone gathered downstairs greeting the guests arrival. Laney and Mickey were watching from the window.

Sweet little ones lining up at the windows...

I love this picture of them looking outside! I wish my flash had been working a little better. Anyway, the outside picture will probably be precious too!

Everyone lined up to hike the three flights of stairs.

The tea party begins. Everyone took a royal seat and received their wands, tiaras, swords, and crowns.

Sweet little ones; Charlotte, Landry, Leni, and Sophia. I tried to have a special set up with colors and tables so the toddlers wouldn't be bored. Landry was all over the place though!

Decorating cupcakes...

Cake Time and Happy Birthday to Laney!(Matthew emerged from the Cowboy's game for the singing....)

We even had a fashion show where every one's name was called and they twirled, danced, showed off their Royal Attire!

The birthday girl "Princess Laney" went first..

Sweet Sophia, I loved this pic of her sitting with her dress all around!

The sweet girls getting introduced...Princess Sarita..

We opened up some presents....

And then we went outside to do a pinata....

Britton was hysterical! He was quite aggressive and wild with that pinata and the most adorable little knight!

Here is a picture of Lambermont....

With the help of Daddy she busted open the pinata!!!

Laney says goodbye to her sweet schoolmates...

The one picture I got of the four of us.

What a fun 4th birthday party!

What a fun day we had celebrating four years of my heart beat! I love birthday parties! Throwing them together and then pulling them off, what fun it was. Good bye Laney's 4th Birthday, let's enjoy this year!

Tea Party at the Ranch!

2011-09-30T20:46:00.001-05:00

The celebration of Laney's 4th Birthday at the ranch was another perfect little tea party!

She loved her new tea set from B!

Paw Paw and the girls were being silly. The girls adore their Paw Paw.

Cupcake Time! And singing happy birthday; Lanes favorite part.

Look at that sweet and happy little face.

Blowing out her candles!

B reading to the girls before bed time. This has become a tradition at the ranch that the girls love.

We spent most of Saturday watching football. The girls kept taking turns doing "touch down" with their arms.

And we blew bubbles outside. The girls had a nice time with their Paw Paw and B celebrating Laney's birthday and enjoying our blessed time with family.

Montage of Late

2011-09-27T21:00:00.000-05:00

A montage of cell phone pictures over this last summer, here is the dump of our pictures as of late.

Matthew and his girls...

We got a busted lip this summer. It was quite terrible actually. Laney was brave and it lasted about a week!

Goose.

Our anniversary trip to Maine.

The path I would run along the shore in Bar Harbor, Maine.

The pool and an ice cream sandwich.

Laney and Lucile.

Silly sisters before bedtime.

Me and my girls.

Me and my Laney before bedtime!

Landry digressing in the baby bouncer at her cousin's. Silly!

Lesley's wedding with M.

Me and my Landry.

Landry exhausted on the way back from Dallas.

Laney at a birthday party.

Landry wearing Laney's robe after bath time.

A Fairytale On September 2nd

2011-09-27T15:42:00.002-05:00

Wedding day bliss. The beginning of a life together; forever. And I'll tell you this; I've never seen my baby sister's smile so big and heart so happy. She was the most beautiful bride. And I was blessed to stand with my sister on her special day.

Let's go through the day and the happy memory. Until we get the pictures from Tressie; these will suffice.

We got up and ran at a gym down the street. Lesley, Veronica, Lauren, and I ran on the treadmills and Lesley ran. ran. ran. 5 miles! Good job sister!

As we got on the elevator after we finished we saw this itinerary for the day in the elevator:

We all started getting ready around 11 am in this adorable room at the Fort Worth Club. I cannot remember what it was called to save my life even though we spent half the day in and out of it!

One of the funny and memorable moments of the day with Lesley was searching for John (the make up artist). We were waiting at the elevator with our hair in rollers and casual clothes. Anyway, three business men walk up and we were so embarrassed and apologetic about our appearance explaining we were getting ready for a wedding. They teased us for a minute before loading into the elevator. Then we hear one of the men ask the question " Well, Congressman which floor are we headed too?" We felt so humiliated, thanks for representing the great State of Texas!

Hair and make up to get us all ready...

Ta Da! Look at that beautiful bride!

Before I forget; the dress. Romantic, vintage, champagne, detailed, and sweet. I don't know anyone else that could have pulled it off! She was simply stunning.

Matthew was amazing with getting the girls ready and being on time taking care of Laney, Landry, and the Crowell's! What a hero and trooper he was.

Time to head over to the chapel. Lesley and Andy had their "First Look"...

A few Pre Ceremony Pictures...

My stress revolved around my children walking down the aisle. And wouldn't you know I couldn't get Landry's shoes to stay on. Both of the girls walked down the aisle beautifully. Well, besides the nose picking but they made it!

And post Ceremony pictures...

The Whole Crew of Berg's and Harcar's

On the way back to the reception in the limo. I will never forget when the driver did an excellent job of knocking Lesley onto her rear. Wow. I am so glad she was laughing; even through her bruised booty! I love this picture of them, so relaxed and happy and JUST MARRIED!!!!

Ready to be introduced...

Introducing; Mr. and Mrs.Harcar!!!

Their sweet first dance to Sparks by Cold Play. Um, no one knew, except Momma, that they took lessons. It was adorable despite this. I mean, it was very Lesley. I should have known!

Dancing with Dad, sweet. I watched and I am pretty sure I teared up. Sweet baby sister was always a Daddy's girl.

My Toast to the Bride and Groom--a poem of Lesley's life from what I remembered and meeting Andy. Then Kurt's, the Best Man, had the entire room laughing hysterically. He is the funniest person that I have ever met!

Sweet Andrea, Marcus, and the Meacham's all made the wedding! I had so much fun on the dance floor with Andy Dawn and can't wait for a girl's weekend with you.

The flower girls getting their groove on....

What a lovely cake! I wish I had tasted it at the reception but I had plenty afterwards.

Bouquet toss ladies.....Jkon.....love you!

Let me just say, the little dance Andy did to get off Lesley's garter was precious!!! They are too cute in their ways!

A lovely exit. I'll never forget the hug she gave me as she left.

Good bye Lesley Berg and Hello Mrs. Lesley Harcar!

To Happily Ever After...

Landry - Let's Talk About You!

2011-09-26T19:21:00.000-05:00

LaLaLaLa.......Landry!!!!!!

You were 19 months old this month--on your sister's (and Aunt Lesley's) birthday! I always call you a "little pill" but in the most affectionate way. Let's talk about you:

You are a happy little girl.

You are a tough cookie. You hardly cry when you bump your head, fall down, skin your knees.
You have a profound love for ice. You constantly check my drinks for it and anyone else's that will allow you.

Peek a Boo and Itsy Bitsy Spider are favorite games. And Bump Bump. This is what you call it anyway and you sit on my lap and jump up and down. It hurts terribly and you love it. It's hilarious. Oh and doing flips and reading books. All. the. time. reading books.

You make a "pretty face" when we tell you too. Your Paw Paw Crowell taught you and it makes everyone laugh when we ask you too and you show us. Precious, silly thing.

You love teasing us with potty training. You always want to sit on the potty even if you don't want to go.
You give the best hugs! You love to squeeze our necks as tight as you can.
You adore your sister. You always want to show her things and do what she is doing. OR if she is playing with a toy you immediately want it. Naughty.
Your hair is so blonde! I know you get this from your Dada and it is so cute!

You always want me to put your hair in a ponytail. It barely goes in one but we try and you are adorable.
You give the best kisses and "muahs!"
You say "hi" in the sweetest, softest voice. You say "no" with authority and mean it. Here you are shaking your head at me; goose.

You love to eat and always have. I am so glad that you are a non picky eater!

You love your grandparents--Mickey, B, Bumpaw, Paw Paw, and Ma! It makes me so happy that both of my girls know their grandparents and your reactions to seeing them!

You are just the most adorable child and precious to my heart! I love your ways and getting to know you more every day. Your laugh is contagious and music to my ears! And I look forward to many months watching you grow into you; Landry Anne.

Laney's Birthday- September 19th

2011-09-25T00:12:00.001-05:00

For My Laney-

The day you turned four years old; we had such fun celebrating the masterpiece of you!

We woke up and got ready for chapel at school. You had on your lovely, colorful, flowery dress that your Mickey got you and Landry! You looked so pink and were so happy. You enjoy your school and we've been so happy with your MDO program. I am so pleased that you look forward to going and are loved by your teachers and friends.

Then we went to breakfast at Order Up--you had a cinnamon roll and I had a cinnamon coffee and breakfast bowl. We ended up getting it to go so you could use your new plate you got from sweet Sarita.

I took off the day from work. I realized that I’ve never worked on your birthday and I hope to always have this day with you while working. Then we went back to school to get Landry and meet up with Mickey and Bumpaw. What a morning and just the beginning of an eventful day!

Your Mickey and Bumpaw took us to lunch at Tycoon Flats and we met up with your Daddy. We had mini burgers and a real coke! Yum! And the horse ride in the front was all you wanted to do! Well, that and play on the play ground. So we let you, over and over again.

You got your birthday present as we left lunch; a princess bicycle! You immediately rode it around the parking lot with the training wheels and all.

Then we headed home to watch the movie The Wizard of Oz. You wanted this for your birthday so much (you started screaming when you opened it up!). I think because I would tell you the story before we’d go to bed and we would sing the songs. Naturally, you were curious and you weren’t too scared of the wicked witch of the west either! Your imitation of Glinda’s voice is precious.

Then we went to the San Antonio Zoo-you, me, and Landry. We had a lot of fun seeing the animals and strolling around. It wasn’t too hot by the time we went either.

For your birthday supper we took you to Chuck E. Cheese. You just wanted to play games and we let you. Landry and you were hysterical with the games; your Daddy and I could barely keep up!

You were exhausted and quickly fell asleep on the way home.

We had quite an eventful day with you as a four year old! I'm learning that the older you get (for some reason I expected a calm in growing older) the busier we get but I wouldn't change that! I have learned every stage with you has a special newness and it gets more and more fun! I love watching you grow into you! You are a sweet, smart, beautiful child that makes my heart so happy and I am proud to be your Momma!

Not Quite Yet

2011-09-24T23:37:00.001-05:00

But thinking about it.....

...probably because she wants to be just like her big sister in everything she does!

She actually did go on the potty for the first time on 9/25/11; she told me she had to go "poo poo" and she went on the potty! Yea Landry!

Laney's 4th Birthday Party!

2011-09-21T15:58:00.001-05:00

Laney's Birthday Party this year was extra special! She turned four years old and was the sweetest, sassiest, tea drinking, little princess I've ever seen!

Loads of pictures to come soon, stay posted!

My Little Ballerina

2011-09-20T18:11:00.000-05:00

Laney started taking ballet last week at Dorothy Keck. She has always loved dancing around and knows how to move it so I thought I'd sign her up. The class was a hit and she has been talking about it nonstop!

The leotards are adorable. The shoes petite. Her heart really seemed to be into this ballet gig too.

It was loads of fun watching her prance around in her tutu and tights and follow along with the teachers instruction. I must admit, she was very good at being a little ballerina.

Soccer starts this week. We shall see how girly she is I guess but I have to admit--I really want her to play sports; it is the competitiveness in me! However, I will be happy with whatever she loves just seeing her face beaming! The pride that comes along with being a parent; it is just so sweet!

Remembering 9/11/2001

2011-09-11T17:32:00.000-05:00

Ten years ago today. I'll never forget that shocking morning. You hear many different stories and some stories are untold that we will never hear. I know this; life isn't fair and it is precious. It is short and wonderfully hard. For the men, women, children that gave their lives on September 11th--they won't be forgotten and their legacies live on in the eyes of their loved ones. They were loved, they are missed, and they will be remembered by this country forever.

I say it often but the occurrences in life that happen and the pain that people suffer through; I can't imagine and pray for their hearts to be comforted.

I remember where I was when I heard of the attack. I had a Kinesiology class at Texas A&M at the 7am ish hour. On my drive home I was stopping to get gas and heard the word "terrorism" on the radio by a shaky man's voice. A plane had hit the World Trade Center. I had bought Broadway tickets there on my first visit to NYC. I recall being confused, scared, overwhelmed, and trying to get back to my duplex to turn on the TV to figure out what was going on. My roommate already had the news on. I tried to call my Mom at Madison but could not get in touch with her.

Remembering doesn't feel like ten years ago. The panic that sets in when you see clips from that day, hear about flight 93 and all of the phone calls, the last time that husbands kissed their wives; the stories are all unbearable. And there were sprinklings of miracles on this day too. People that unexplainably survived.

I find myself today, sad with heart ache and pain for the children that never knew their parents and for the ones that were left behind. I have to believe that in those moments God gave them strength and courage that can't be known until the moment you need it most. I am proud of the Firemen, Policemen, Military, and other services that sacrificed and continue to sacrifice today. The bravery that some experience I simply do not know. There is almost a jealousy in that and leading such a different life--to defend something so great and then to be one of the fortunate that live in the land of the free. I'm honored and thankful to all that make a difference in their lives choices.

I am proud to be an American more today than I was then. Perhaps it's the understanding more as I grow older and have a family of my own. The country has significantly changed but I don't think we have forgotten; I haven't. There isn't another country in the world I'd rather have been born into as we have a patriotism that rivals none other. I know there are political sides, boundaries, parties, and different faiths, religions, and ccultures. But I must believe we all love and have something to live for and to fight for because we don't know what cards we will be dealt in this life.

To all of the heroes of that day; you are remembered.

Rehearsal Dinner: A Blessed Mystery

2011-09-07T16:17:00.000-05:00

A rehearsal dinner. Time to prepare for the big day, what's to come, and enjoy the intimate company of two families that are essentially becoming one. What a relaxed, at ease group that the Harcar's, Berg's, and extended family were. As I write this, I recall the hecticness of the day and making it by 5:00 pm to the chapel; which didn't happen but everything still seemed to just flow and happiness was all around.

The two love birds. Seriously. They were adorable. I saw Andy nervous for probably the first time. Lesley simply adores him.

We were talking about something important. Not really. But you would think I was the one trying to make the executive decision on something. Trying. Shocking.

Lining Up...

The Precious Harcar's--Jim and Susan. What amazing In Laws that my sister now has. I can't say enough how much I love this family! I want to be the surrogate Daughter in Law!

Let's practice now....walking down, etc. Here was the part I was most nervous about all weekend....getting Landry to walk down the aisle.

Well she made it. It was not the plan to have her stand with me but she saw me and as I suspected "Momma, Momma!"

I haven't mentioned yet the hero that Matthew was over the weekend. He truly was a helper with the girl's, running errands for Lesley, and helping his parents get settled. I definetely give him the hardest time but he came through and I am glad he is mine!

The reason for this picture below, well the bridesmaids, but check out Johnny and Landry. He is dragging her up the stairs and she is just cool as a cucumber. Those Crowell girls--they sure did great over the entire weekend. As much as I fret and worry, I couldn't be more proud that they are mine.

My Daddy--just practicing giving away his baby girl. He had a hard time this weekend but always does so great in situations like these. He's always been quite the public speaker.

Handsome brothers.

Laney was quite excited to be one of the flower girls. She even carried the faux bouquet. Landry carried Mrs. Harcar's purse.

Lanes with her Uncle Landon. We miss that Texas Boy and Lauren! But I am excited to visit them soon!

Well, time is near here in the picture below and almost all of us are married now. Where did the time go? I remember us as children playing kick the can, coloring on walls, driving all over town to soccer games, and screaming at each other across the house. I couldn't love my siblings more and cherish the memories.

The Harcar's and Berg's

The rehearsal dinner was near the Stockyards at Cooper's Bar B Q. Yum. SA cannot do bar b q. I love Abilene's the very best but Cooper's is also one of my favs!

During the rehearsal there was a slide show of the days gone by. I remembered Lesley as the snaggle toothed, freckled face little girl in the pictures. My baby sister all grown up; I could not be more proud of her.

Andy's father, Jim, gave the perfect toast. In a nutshell, how love is a blessed mystery. How true that is. There are days and weeks where I can't figure it out and moments where I just know. How sweet the mystery is.

Landon and Larro being all Texan!

Trying to get a picture with Lauren but M and Landry in too and thought was cuter with all of us!

Smarty Pants! All the little P.A.'s and Lesley's dear friends.

Laney has a crush on Andy; clearly. I love her little smirk.

Everyone grubbing down!

The rehearsal dinner kind of just flew by with good company and more memories made. With a big day ahead we enjoyed the evening!

A Bridal Luncheon for Lesley

2011-09-06T23:01:00.002-05:00

The bridal luncheon for my sister was at the Zodiac Room at Neiman's and simply lovely. Aunt Susan did an amazing job for little Lesley. The flowers were gorgeous, food divine, and company perfect.

I can't say it enough--but Lesley has the most adorable friends, beautiful bridesmaids, and wonderful family!

Sweet Innocent Landry

Crazy and Silly Landry

Little Lesley and Jessica Hall. My goodness, I love these girls. I remember them as Cooper Cougars doing their jumps and in Middle School! BF!

Me, my Momma, Lesley, Aunt Susan, and Michelle.

My Aunt Karen and Aunt Susan chit chatting..

Lesley with Susan Harcar, her precious Mother in Law, and her cousin Candice.

Lesley and the little nieces. They seemed to know all the fuss was about her!

Sisters...

My Momma and sweet Laney!

Then you add in the little one...all my girls!

Bridesmaids....

Meeting the rest of the Harcar Family

2011-09-06T15:47:00.001-05:00

This last week for me was exhausting but in the best kind of way! I drove to Dallas Monday night for my baby sister's wedding. We arrived around midnight! What a cruel stretch of road I 35 is.
And from Tuesday on the constructed chaos began!

I met the rest of the Harcar Family on Wednesday evening at Mi Cocina. I had met Jim and Susan Harcar but the brothers, Kurt and Jesse, I had not yet met. The three Harcar boys are adorable and I'm so happy Lesley snagged one of them! All three different and unique personalities; loved it. And beautiful Alexa, Jesse's girlfriend, is just too sweet.

This is mostly how dinner went....

Laney has always adored Andy and he is so great with her.

I still think the happy couple was glad we met up with them.

Susan (Andy's Momma) and her cousin Candice...

Jesse and Alexa....love them. Kurt in the background--funniest. person. ever.

Oh Landry, my little pill.

I am yearning to make a trip to Pittsburgh next on my list to see my brother, Lauren, and the Harcar Crew! I cannot wait to see all of these fun people again! They are hilarious and I was in constant laughter and tears hanging around them. So glad they got to see the Great State of Texas!